Split and Divide

Life is not some kind of a straight line that is easy to get pass through it and live on
If you had that kind of life, enjoy it

Be grateful for that
Not all of the people in this world can have it that way

Some don’t have faith to live that way; they’re dead
Some don’t have strength to live that way; they’re hiding for the rest of their life
Some don’t have chance to live that way; they’re living in sorrow
Some don’t have knowledge to live that way; they’re left behind
Some don’t have friends to live with; they’re lonely
And some other who I didn’t mention; they have to face their own matter

I’m the one in the hiding situation

I don’t know when and how will I end this hiding and live free

Back Again

I’ve been away for so long
Like I’ve been a dead person
Who’s no one ever heard about me anymore
I lost my souls
And feels like I have gone
To another dimension

I need to get back on my feet
I need to get back to where my root is
I shouldn’t let the devil snatched me
I’m not one like it thinks it can be fooled

I’m God’s child

The Beautiful of Life

When you have time to live
what would you like you have?

When I was thinking about
my life that has passing
the eyes, I have seen
the love I have received
all its beautifulness
I've missed it all

I had a dream
that I'll be happily
live with someone
that I will love him
so much

It'll be a good day
when we go somewhere
where the greeneries
spread all over the path
we through together
smiling and holding

I would like to have it

If I can be with him
in a beautiful countryside
sky is covering us
clouds are cheering us
birds are chirping
singing their special song
the wind swirls caress
my cheek
my hairs
the best time
in my life

I wish I will have that all
soon..
Not making a bad decision
to spend the rest
of my life...


// words of Gizela
// inspired by Nick Drake's "Which Will"
// thru How I Live Now [2013]

Poignant

When you have poignant
You have to try
To dismiss it
Don't let your mind
Being controlled
By your pain
I know
Life is so hard
There are so many
Bads that ripped
Your soul so deep
But you have
To be strong
To face it all
Eventhough
It is terribly hard

I have tasted
The bitter
Of being a human
Of being disappointed
Of being embarrassed
Of being sad
Of being someone
Who were ignored
By others
In my youth
But I tried
To stop it
And not letting
Them all
Scrape me
Inside and outside
So I can win
And be myself

...

Right now my minds is not healthy. I am in a very deep situation which makes my heart wants to brake into pieces. I actually can not hold it and wants to explode and shouts all my anger to open space.
I am in the situation where I see my mother everyday in depressed because of my father never wants to understand my mother.
He is now I see becomes the most disappointing person in my life. I can never understand why he did it all to my mother.
He becomes the most annoying person I see in my life. I could never accept that and never happy about it. But I can not revolt him because he is my father and I do not have rights to do that because I am afraid of God.
I wanted to do something to help my mother but I can not because I do not have the budget.
I am so so very sad and wanted to cry but I can not because I am myself have got depressed as my mother. I am feeling the depression because seeing my mother got her depression. I am so sad, so so very sad.

I am.. *sigh*
I..

This sadness
I could not tell this sadness
I have no responsible
For telling it
To anyone I knew
It is too embarrassing
For my father
I should not do that
For him
I do not want
To make him
Feel embarrassed
In front of public

I wish I have
A personal psychiatrist
For me
Or for my mother
Even more for my father
*sigh*
But I can not
I do not have budget
And my father is
Too taking counts on every single thing
*cries*

Fleeting

I always have this feeling
Once twice keep showing
Like I'm back to that thing
The time when everything
That happened and cling

The pictures just like real
When it makes me feel
Like I'm in a virtual dream
But my thoughts seem
They bring me back there
Sat and state somewhere

[written by Gizela]

I Mad

I feel guilty if I screw him
But I feel mad if I don't
I don't know what to do

Sometimes I feel depressed
Seeing someone I love
Got screw with him

Just want to kick him
out of my life
forever
But I'm not supposed to do that

Sometimes I ask myself
Did she make mistake?
But I don't think she was

She's actually a good person
But he never want to understand her

I got mad at him again
I wish I never met him again
I tried so hard not to think about that
But if he does
What can prevent me?

My heart beats
My head pains
All I want to do is despise him
Once and for all

Oh, I wish he's not coming close
For the rest of my life
He could affect so bad to me
To my life
To my future

Just stop this!
I hate you!

[words by Gizela]

Scary Unknown Things In The Pond

Recently, I check on Google Earth and found this strange unknown thing in Nye County, Nevada, USA.

Source: Google Maps

In my point of view those looked like a creature which the round/oval shape looked like head and the long thin line looked like arm from above.

I do not know exactly what was that and neither ever went there to see directly with my eyes. But I feel a bit eerie when I look at the picture.

If you want to see more, here is the map embeded link.

So, if anybody ever went there and see what was in the pond just let me know. Please, leave comments.

Recognizing these people in Criminal Case?

Criminal Case is one of the game that I've been played for few years.
For many years I played it suddenly I found two pictures of the characters that involve in the game.
I'll give you all the screen shots but let me tell you that I saw these two persons really looked like someone else in our real world.

1. Simon Armstrong looked like Gerard Way?

2. Sarah Mills looked like Matilda?

I post this not to criticizes the Criminal Case developer. This is just for fun. And if any of Criminal Case staff read this post, I just wanted to show them that I really am an observer :D

I do not care if they were really took any similarity from Gerard Way or Roald Dahl's Matilda figures to made those game's characters. That is none of my business.

Again, this is just for fun.

So, what do you think everyone?
Feel free to leave comments...

Hogwarts Extreme Third Year Books and Stuff Requirement

For Your Information:

To every student who attend to the third year classes in Hogwarts Extreme, you will need these things, such:

1. Ancient Runes III requires:
• [1] Ancient Runes Made Easy
• [1] Spellman's Syllabary
2. Arithmancy III requires:
• [1] Numerology and Grammatica
3. Astronomy III requires:
• [1] Collapsible Brass Telescope
• [1] Way Out Yonder
4. Care of Magical Creatures III requires:
• [1] The Monster Book of Monsters
5. Charms III requires:
• [1] Magical Theory
• [1] The Standard Book of Spells, Grade 3
6. Defense Against the Dark Arts III requires:
• [1] The Dark Forces: A Guide to Self-Protection
7. Divination III requires:
• [1] Unfogging The Future
• [1] The Dream Oracle
8. Herbology III requires:
• [1] One Thousand Magical Herbs and Fungi
• [1] Protective Gloves
9. History of Magic III requires:
• [1] A History of Magic
10. Muggle Studies III requires:
• [1] Home Life and Social Habits of British Muggles
11. Postmortem Studies III requires:
• [1] Possibility of Reversing the Actual and Metaphysical Effects of Natural Death
12.  Potions III requires:
• [1] Magical Drafts and Potions
• [1] Glass Phials
• [1] Brass Cauldron
13.  Transfiguration III requires:
• [1] Intermediate Transfiguration

Hogwarts Extreme Word Scramble Game

Word Scramble game in Hogwarts Extreme is one of a tricky game I knew.
Today I'm going to tell you how I manage doing lots of scramble words in HEX.

First you need to open the link of that 'Scramble' game in Hogwarts Extreme site.
Here's the quick link: Word Scramble
Once you have the Hex account, the link will direct you immediately.

So, what you need to do just write down each letters (WITHOUT SPACE) from the question to the answer box but DO NOT ENTER OR you can write it using notepad or stuff.

For example...

Then select all those letters and cut it.
Next, open this link: Anagram Solver and paste it in the 'anagram to solve' box, then click submit.

For example...

Just wait few seconds until the answer comes out.

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(*) Notes:

Please, don't get frustrated if your anagram answer doesn't come along, because it depends on their site references to find the answer.
Mostly, this site find the answer from Wikipedia and Google.
But sometimes, the Harry Potter's and Hogwarts' words vocabulary doesn't covered by those website.
So once again, if your anagram answer doesn't come along just skip that; though you still can try again for the next one hour.

OK, good luck with that!

My Hogwarts Extreme Ten Years Anniversary Awards

Today I'm sooo happy because today is my tenth year in Hogwarts Extreme site.
Since my first year I always forgot to sign in to it in every the same date since I first enrolled there. So I never got the awards from them.
But the thing that makes me happy because today I don't do the same mistake like before, I sign in and been awarded a hundred thousand Galleons and 10 Hex Anniversary Badges at ONCE!

Here it is...

For all of you who have been in Hex, I recommend you to do the same like me. Just sign in there in every the same date since you first enrolled there, so you'll get the badge one-by-one every year.

Good luck ya'll..
Have a nice day!
 

Hogwarts Extreme Second Year Books and Stuff Requirement

For Your Information:

To every student who attend to the second year classes in Hogwarts Extreme, you will need these things, such:

1. Astronomy requires:
• [1] Collapsible Brass Telescope
• [1] Way Out Yonder book
2. Charms II requires:
• [1] Magical Theory
• [1] The Standard Book of Spells, Grade 2
3. Cooking With Magic II requires:
• [1] Charm Your Own Cheese
4.  Defense Against the Dark Arts II requires:
• [1] Gilderoy Lockhart's Complete Works
5.  Herbology II requires:
• [1] One Thousand Magical Herbs and Fungi
• [1] Protective Gloves
6.  History of Magic II requires:
• [1] A History of Magic
7.  Hogwarts to 1997 II requires:
• [1] Hogwarts, a History
8.  Magic in Art II requires:
• [1] Sketching Quill
9.  Postmortem Studies II requires:
• [1] Possibility of Reversing the Actual and Metaphysical Effects of Natural Death
10. Potions II requires:
• [1] Magical Drafts and Potions
• [1] Glass Phials
• [1] Brass Cauldron
11. Transfiguration II requires:
• [1] A Beginner's Guide to Transfiguration
12.  Wizarding Law II requires:
• [1] Magical Moral Perspective
13.  Wizarding Literature II requires:
• [1] More than Paperweights

(Latest) ATM Machine in Hogwarts Extreme

Hey!

You might wandering how does people could manage their shop with an ATM Machine ?

You have to know Hogwarts Extreme site.
If you already have your own shop, but you want to add something interesting in it like an ATM Machine to help your customers taking money easily while they are browsing your store.
Well, I'll help you with this quiet simple codes for an ATM Machine :)

First you need to see the left side of the page and go below, find the upper menu 'Your Items'.
On the second line you'll see the 'Store' link then click on it.

After that, you'll see like this...

After you name your shop, put the codes by copying this down and paste it inside the 'Description' box.

vvvvv .. ATM CODES .. below .. copy it .. vvvvv

<div style="display:inline-block; border: 1px dashed #fff; margin: 1em; padding: 1em; text-align: center;"><form action="/store/gringotts.php?action=deposit" method="POST"><input name="galleon" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="gold">G</font> / <input name="sickle" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="silver">S</font> / <input name="knut" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="#c69633">K</font><br><br><input value="Deposit" class="mainButton" type="submit"></form></div>
 
<div style="display:inline-block; border: 1px dashed #fff; margin: 1em; padding: 1em; text-align:center;"><form action="/store/gringotts.php?action=withdraw" method="POST"><input name="galleon" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="gold">G</font> / <input name="sickle" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="silver">S</font> / <input name="knut" size="3" value="0" class="mainInput" type="text"><font color="#c69633">K</font><br><br><input value="Withdraw" class="mainButton" type="submit"></form></div> 

Then click the button 'Update' bellow to save your modification.

Now if you have finished, you just stay at the page and scroll up and find the title 'Your Store' click the link 'Your Store' bellow it.

Next the link will deliver you to your shop and you can find stuff like this...

Okay, happy modifying your shop :)

Have a nice day!

Hogwarts Extreme (HEx) Easy Earnings Galleons

Hey!
To all of you who just knew Hogwarts Extreme but desperately need Galleons quickly, you might want to read my article.

First, everyone must know about 'Daily Money'.
You can find the link on the left side of the page under the menu 'Interact'

It says that, the Daily Money changes every hour. If you're so lucky, you can catch the highest amount at once.

Next is, playing some games.
From the picture above, as you can see the 'Game' link is also under the 'Interact' menu. It's in the last line.

Some of the game itself can straightly give you money, like 'Count The Wizard Money' but it does only little amount, but no problem.

And don't forget, you need to be patient if you depend on getting money from that everyday, because once you answer the sum of the coins, you need to wait 90 minutes to play again.
But if that doesn't bother you it's okay :)

Those two were my options to get Galleons immediately. But I'm going to recommend you to try my new option.

Try to play the game 'Scramble'.
All you need to do is from the picture above, click 'View All Games' and you'll see all kinds of games that Hex staff have created for you to play.

Try to find this...

Now, how can playing 'Scramble' can gives you Galleons?
This is the trick:
Try to guess as many as you can from around those Hogwarts' world anagrams and collect anything you get from it.
And once again, don't forget to be patient to play it because once you answer the anagram, then you have to wait 60 minutes to play again.
But don't be sad, if you get many things from this game, you can sell it in you store BUT you need to create your own store first!

After you put those stuff earnings from 'Scramble' game into 'Supplies' and set the price....then you can earn more money than playing 'Count The Wizard Money'.

Well, have fun with that and happy earning :)

I'd like to see you respond me :)
Have a nice day!

This Old World Is Got To End!

What is the world going on these days

just makes me sick

Humanity is the major of Earth

wasn't at right anymore

Society is broken

People are getting weird and sickening

See brutality, crime, greediness, discrimination

disobeying, insulting, rebellious, misleading

are "eating" God's greatest masterpiece

that we called Earth

I wish God is coming quickly

to justify everything

because I'm tired to all of those people

Let The Almighty God' followers be safe

Salvation will coming to them †

There was "Someone"

Someone in this world.

Someone has brainwashed me.

Someone someway is far away, but

Someone sometimes is near to be reach out.

Someone I thought similar to me.

Someone I felt a good person.

Someone is strong and bright.

Someone looks real humble.

Someone seems kind and friendly.

Someone affected my life.

But in all sudden someone is missing.

[words by Gizela]

I am posting again

I know it's been a very long time I haven't post anything catchy except my last picture of idle planking job. I've been through a busy year in 2012 to 2013. I've been working in afternoon to night shift for 10 months and it really affect on my body weight.
Well, for 10 months of working time 3:00 p.m. to 10:00 p.m. my body lost about three or four kilograms. I guess that's because I've been really tired. And now, I'm keeping it in shape with some light exercise like cycling, lifting dumbbell, sit-ups and push-ups, and running in place.
I add eating less carbohydrates by choosing wheat, potatoes, and corn. I'm still eating rice but in less portion. I really change my habit because I want my body healthier inside and outside.
I feel really grateful that since I was kid my parents didn't accustom me by eating high fat and high calories food. So, I am used to it. Now, I just need to keep my eating habit and even make it better.

Planking

Before I post this, it's been a major thing I observed from the internet.

This called "Planking" and I am doing it now and made that wacky moment by taking a picture of it.

This just made me crazy and I don't know why I am doing it..

Happy new year, everybody!

Picture source: disorganization.tumblr.com

I wish every human in the world will have prosperity, happiness, health, and tons of bless from Jesus Christ and may the world can be better.

Amen.