I wish I could say what I feel now...

I wish I could say what I feel now

But someone could not understand
And always blamed on me...
I felt so sad...
And destroyed...


In the other way I had a huge emotions about my feelings
That I still can't tell it
Still needs times to observe
But with nothing from those things done
Problems came out without compromise


I wish I could tell it now
But now I can't
I'm disappointed...


[words by Gizela]

Confusing annoyed me!

Day in the past made me confuse

I wish I could be what I want

But the feelings just got disappeared

Disturbing things happened

I wish that would not be coming

I missed myself to be glad

But that annoying thing was in due

I hate it!

Why did this have to be happen?

I could not take myself in good...

Being in the middle of happiness

Always had to be destroyed by misunderstandings!

Why? Can I have it my way?

I wish I could deserve more that this

But why can I?

I always be blamed!

Seems like what I have done always wrong!

I hate it!

But why should I?

Can I deserve something about freedom?

Though I wont be uncontrolled...

Don't they trust me?

They must be!

But why I still be blamed?

I said I hate that!

[words by Gizela]

54 days left of the Final Installment of HP-DH Part II

Today, its 54 days left. Time to say goodbye are going to come as quickly as possible. As I grown up as time goes by but the show must go on. The movie will come to an end. The phenomenon will disappear itself and I must admit it as if I'm going to miss this all abundantly.
I'm going to miss the adventure, I'm going to miss the story, I'm going to miss those togetherness of all the characters, and I'm going to miss everything that I can't mention it one by one.
All the stories that have been spread in my blood will soon come to the goodbye. All the moments of friendship of Harry, Ron, and Hermione will be wash away from my mind and it become memorable. As what friendship is meant to be and what are braveness and strengths also took a part in life. They're all so good and memorable for me as a huge fan of it.


Now, I'm still waiting but also not yet ready for it...