The Heart Feelings

Why do they make me sad?

What should I tell ‘em?

Who’s gonna listen?

Where’s the justice I’m begging of?

When will the change comes?

How would they be?

The heart feelings of the broken

Waiting for the truth

Unfinished problems

Of the love ones

The hopes and the dreams

For whom I love

The attentions and the cares

For whom I love

Lies

Lonely time passing by

I stand on my knee

Try to believe the lie

No one can be

Alone..

My time has passed by

I keep stand on my knee

Lie is beneath under

In the deepest skin

Wait for the time

I’ve been waiting for

Here alone and alone

People don’t care about me

Days of scared

Full of emptiness

Lookin’ what I desire

But nothing comes true

The loves I gave to you

Just disappear

By time

By the wind blows

‘till you get caught

The God will always knows

Prepare for the new

And blessed times

The English Grammar Book Memories

It's Thursday August 5th 2010, 2.30 p.m. I've just holding a book--the English Grammar book that reminds me to someone who ever taught me English and had this book too. He is Mr. Wasito, a docent who ever taught me English but his already gone now.

I remember it was in Junior High--I has an extracurricular studies of three primary subjects which are Physics, Mathematics and English.

Mr. Wasito was a very kind teacher who patients and always encourage his students. He was one of the people who always encourage me to always improve my English. He knew and said that I have a talent of English language. He said that to my parent too. I remember it was seven until nine years ago.

But now, he is not here anymore..
He has died few years ago...but I still remember him until today..
Oh...it's too sad to remember..
I was shedding my tears while writing this memory.
............

Thank you Mr. Wasito. You were one of the people who has influenced me becoming a person who understand English and made me good on writing this all although I haven't become an expert.

Life

Life is too precious for the person who doesn’t deserve it. Life was full of adventures and disasters for every people. Being a human in the world has to fill the life up with a gorgeous thing meanwhile they hasn’t. Furthermore, everyone should deserve the best life to spend in their whole lifetime.

I’m sitting in my room writing this story for everyone to read. When I look at the windows which is showing drove of roofs of people’s house and the blue sky spreading above all with its rays – I’m thinking about something – this is daylight.

After all what I’ve seen in my lifetime, I knew that He really loved His child. Even they didn’t say thanks to, He never take His blessing from all of us.

Human is only human. They will never turn into someone like You. But they don’t know when they will end their life. I can say that because I was one of them. I never know when my life is over but no matter how hard I try to be the best in front of Him; I’ll always be what He wants.

If I saw people in my life – in the street – in another place – or maybe in your life, they are all the same in common.

Sometimes, if I watch a disaster in TV, I only can say thank to God that He still love me because I wasn’t in the place where it happens. I’m saving in my home with my parents.

In recent years, humans have to accept a great examination from God, before the time has come…
Disasters, poverty, sickness, politic and economic abuse are happening in many countries. All that I can do is waiting for a little miracle.

Day by day the earth is hotter and hotter. I wish I could turn back to 16 years ago where life is much better than nowadays. But every moment has gone away, they’ll never back again. Now, I have to face the world by myself. It seems so hard to stand in this wild world alone without You.

But, after I’ve got panic by the task that You’ve given to me, now I know that people should struggle when they’re facing the worst moment in their life. I knew that I have You as my savior but I’m sorry if I’ve ever made You feel so bad.

If I saw a mother begging for money to feed her children in the traffic light, I felt so thankful because she wasn’t my mom and her children wasn’t me.

And if I knew a very bad – sad story – about the death parent, I felt so wrong if I didn’t thank God that they weren’t my parent.

Bless us forever until the time has come.

Friend

Friends are amazing if you really feel their love. They fill your life up everyday. When someone feels so sad because they don’t have friends I’ll be their friend because friends were everything for every human. God created human not to live alone but He gave human a mate to spend the life with.

You and I and our friends in this world were great. Can you imagine it? No one has tried to do something without any communication with friends; yes it is because human can never do something by themselves.

How can you keep your friendship always in a good condition? The answer is love. Love is one of a great power to make people happy.

So, never try to hurt feelings of you friend. That would become a bad moment in your life. And if your friend ever hurts you, don’t try to hate them or you’ll be hated by other people.

I’ve ever felt that before, many. I’ve ever hurt by my friend. At the first time they hurt me, I was so moaning and sad. I’m trying not to hate them; I just don’t want to talk to them but I hope this condition will be better soon.

So, love your friends and will never forget them all until you end your life.

American vs British

Do you know that English has two different types? There are American and British English. And do you know what's the differences between both of them? As I know from my knowledge they have different words.

For example:

AE: Color

BE: Colour

AE: Sidewalk

BE: Pavement

note: AE (American English), BE (British English)

The Main Key to Learn English

There's no reason to say that learning English so difficult. Do you know why? Because I can learn it very easy and once again it's fun! The only key that you should notice is when you want to start learning English, you have to read all the 26 letters in the rightest way and most important is the vowels A, E, I, O, U.

How can you learn to read all of them in the right way? Of course you can use many different ways! But the first time you'd better try to use dictionary. Usually in dictionary you can find some letters that put between bracket which is show how was the word can be read. If you have dictionary around you, go check for it now!

My First English Moment

Do you remember when was the first time you learn English? As I remember I was learning it first time at fourth grade of elementary school. From the first time I met English I just straightly fell in love with this language. I know this language is cool and fun!

At that time, my teacher, Mr. Yohanes taught me and my friends English through school book. We've been taught about vocabularies at first. There's a lot of vocabularies that I still remember until right now. I got fruits and vegetables, vehicles for transportations, animals, colors, households, days and months, weathers, cloths, etc. My teacher also taught me about how to introduce myself and someone to others.

Fortunately for many tests my English always got good mark and I know that's because I like it so much and easy for me to learn.