Even Brighter When I Shut

I'm still in my own mind
I know I'm all grown up
But I can't resist what I feel
I still need times to conjure
Let me dig my young life
I dont' want too quick to step
I feel like I still need to make changes
People have to know it
I'm different
I can make something different than other
I believe that
Because there is something inside my heart
To show the world
I can do that!


[words by Gizela]

November 2001

This is the first time I knew about Harry Potter franchise. One day I read about Harry Potter in a newspaper and it tells about how was the first time the movie been played on cinema. As I read, I found that this is extraordinary! Because it was like "BOOM" when it played on the first day.

WOW!

And then what happened next? I felt like I was being hypnotized too! I started follow the news every time it has appear in papers and I did clippings of it and I still keep it until right now.

My blog's stats

Dear every people out there,
I'd like to say thank you to you all as visitors here. I've been tracking along this time and I saw that most of the visitors are looking for Hogwarts Extreme article about Daily Money. I wish I could find more useful info from Hex to be post here so people will like this blog more. Maybe I'll post it later..


For the last, I really hope you guys left me comments in posts, so I can know what's your interest here. Maybe I can post more things about what you are looking for.


Well, have a nice day everyone!

My Unforgettable English Moment

I was walking down the supermarket row that day with my mom looking for something. Then a middle age foreign lady came to me asked me for something she didn't know where it was. I was in elementary school that time and hadn't have a good experience in using English for speaking but I was quiet confident that day to spoke with the lady.


When I was looking for my needs too she walked passing the row where I was and talked to me. I still remember she spoke to me in English and fortunately I understood what she meant. She was looking for something but she didn't know which row did the stuff was. But I already forgot what was she looking for because it happened long time ago and I can't remember anymore.


She came to me with a little smile spread on her face, "Hello, can you tell me where the .... was?"
Then I said, "You can go there and then turn .... go to the .... row so you can find it."
She nodded and smile to me means she understood and say thank you to me.


After she gone, I came to my mom and said that I was meeting a foreign lady asking for something and I could show her the way and she understood.
I was very happy at that time and proud to myself because though in my very young age without any experience to talked with any foreigner, I could done that successfully.
That was one of my very impressive "English moment" in my life as a kid. I could never forget that.


[words by Gizela]

Nice keyboard

Just trying my new silicon keyboard. Actually I knew it few years ago but I just decided to buy it this afternoon and now I'm typing with. It's quiet cool but i still need to get use to it because it fells really different to touch and typing with this magic keyboard.
The store that sold it offered four different colors, black, blue, green and purple. I bought the blue one because I like blue and don't feel really want to see black keyboard at this time. It' too common.
This magic keyboard is washable. At the box, it says that this keyboard can be wash with water plus the soap. Wow,it's good!
Now, I'm still want to enjoy using it.
See ya!

Attention!

Many people have asked me these questions:
(and how many times I have to explained to them?)


"Why didn't I use Blackberry phone?"
My answer: I didn't like "qwerty" keypad.


"If you didn't like "qwerty" keypad, why didn't you buy the slide one?"
My answer: I didn't think I need it.


"Or maybe you could buy the other type you like?"
My answer: I didn't want it, okay?


BUT, I actually have my very best answers that I haven't use it to answer you guys.


So, if you still curious why I didn't want using Blackberry, I'll give the answer straightway right now and only in this blog, and if you do read this PLEASE DON'T FORCE ME TO USE BLACKBERRY ANYMORE!
Is that okay for you?


Now, go on read it..




My final answers are:
1) I will never ever want to use Blackberry because I'm not a stupid person who can be fool by those "Blackberry cellphone phenomenon" in this world wherever it is, whenever it is, whoever use it.


2) I'm tired to see lots of people use Blackberry IN MY COUNTRY (whatever happened in other countries) because I don't even think those people like not very important person (drivers, lowlifes, villagers, etc, and the most tragic is KIDS and STUDENTS) use a cellphone kinds of Blackberry in very useful way?
Haha, I don't think so!


I knew it and it's a fact that they use it JUST FOR HAVING FUN AND FOR FOLLOWING THE MODERN STYLE OF YOUNG PEOPLE THESE DAYS.


They say if someone didn't use Blackberry nowadays they are OUTDATED. Very tragic!
So, if right now in the middle of Blackberry phenomenon; I didn't have Blackberry and not using it, I am outdated??
Jeez! Please, use your common sense, man!


I do still have my common sense. I'm not an important person, I'm not a business man, I'm just ordinary people.
Don't you ever think that a cellphone like Blackberry is better be use by the IMPORTANT people?
For examples: a business man, a seller, a country government, artists, share holders, and any other kinds of jobs like that and not just KIDS?!


Okay, now I think you're getting little bit more understand.
Last words, I'm sorry if maybe there some harsh words and don't feel offend. I NEVER saying that everyone who use Blackberry are stupid people and Blackberry IS NOT a cellphone for stupid people. I only said that Blackberry is might better be use by IMPORTANT PEOPLE.


Thank you for reading.

Suddenly I Got This

5 September 2011,
Night before I sleep...


I'm writing to myself
It's been one year and five months
And it's six months to go
I'm still in my own world
Without no one except my parent
To live with
And enjoy the life
I'm still not doing anything
Except flying on my own dreams
Still never want to leave it
But still in my parent's loves
And cares
And guidance
And live happily everyday
And my God still loves me
With full of joy
Where I'm a bit selfish, sometimes...
I must aware,
I know!
I still need those all
'Cause I'm nothing without them
It's always better to live with all those warns
In case I'm alive.


I just want to tell the world
That we're all had to always grateful
For everything we got


Here I am
Still in the middle of life's trap
I'm still jobless
I wish I could get one
And make my parent proud
'Cause I'm their only hope
I'm the only one they had
I wish I could still grateful
For everything I've got
Even I'm in deep minds confusing


Bless me God
Bless my parent
Bless everyone
Bless this world
'Till we back to You
Amen.


With Love,
R.G.L.


Ps: It's not a death letter, it's just all the whimpering wildest minds of me that has been disturbing for this time.


[words originally by Gizela with full of appreciation in life fulfillments]

Photographs #1

This two pictures I've taken from various times that quiet interested me.

Tiny Bird

Tree Leaves

Suramadu Bridge

I just looking at my pictures' folder in my computer and I found these...

This is a picture of one of the famous new bridge in my country which connected from one island to another. This bridge called "Suramadu" and it's above the sea between East Java Island and Madura Island.

The word "Suramadu" is a shorten from "Surabaya" (one of a city in East Java) and "Madura" (the Madura Island).
This picture was taken by me using my cell on my way there with my mom's family in 2010. I was taken it when the car that I'm inside was moving and fortunately the picture that I taken was quiet good which mean not blurred :)

This was taken a bit farer.

And this one, I want to show that the sky was cloudy but the air was hot because we're driving above the sea. 

This one too.. 

What's on trip?

Two days ago, I went to somewhere place and in the middle of hot day I was looking at some things that interested me. Fortunately, when I was going I brought a camera so I can photograph those things. Some of the interested things are like this picture on a wall.

A kind of picture like this, I believe you ever knew. This is very popular in our world and not just in my country but I do believe other young people or maybe even adult people like to made painted this kind of picture. All I know, usually people painted this picture by using coloring spray and/or other coloring stuffs to made this pictures look interesting.

Okay, this is only one that I had a moment to photograph on my way. I saw it on the street near my grand aunt's house, just couple block away.
I think the people who painted this were not yet finish. I can see it in the middle of the picture which the certain kind of pink and green color had a black line that looked like not finish to the red and blue color.
Well, I don't really know why this happened but I think this still quiet interesting to be seen though I know that building's wall should not be painted with anything without permission. But for me this kind of painting activity is very cool and had a very deep of creativity and it helps the creators to distributed and improved their skill and made the empty wall become nice. Yeah, that's what I think.

The second is a pick up car. This car was so eye-catching to me because I never had an idea to see that kind of--something that is unusual for--a car like that to be modified in my whole life time as I saw a modified car.

Usually I saw cars that modified were kinds of bigger or more expensive or an old/antique and more ideal car to be modified and not this kind. Well, I don't mean to judge that is an uncool car but it's just unusual to me though after the modification than "unusual" car looks more eye-catching. The owner parked that car in front of a mini-market near my grandma's house.

On the other side of street I found this thing too. Another car another fun...wow, it's an old Volkswagen Beetle! The yellow one!

I always feel really interested when I saw Volkswagens especially the olds. The models were cute and fun and so artistic. It's been tempted me for a long time since I was a kid, but I think if I have that car I would be just keep it in my garage for my collection and if there is a contest or collectors day I'd go with this and enjoy the day.

The last one is a car too. An old sky blue Corolla. It has its body polished and painted nicely looks like a brand new. When I saw this car I remembered when I played Grand Theft Auto San Andreas game. Modifying car with new color and rim is interesting to me just like when I saw this car.
I imagined if I found a car which almost like this sedan, when I play the game; I'm going to make it just like this car.


Well, these all just thoughts and I will photograph any other things later if I go somewhere.


[words and photographs by Gizela]